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Jane Austen. (Friday, August 14, 2009)



Jane Austen, a woman with a bright mind and a vast imagination for words and romance. I am one of a million of her fans. How hish she is still around so she'd know how the modern people of the 21st Century appreciate and idolize her works, and to think that before, she had problems about how her books our going to be sold and accepted in society. I guess she would have been richer.

Just yesterday, I completed my collection and finished reading Mansfield Park. and i find it good. I can never compare any of Austen's books with each other because each is unique with a different taste and i find everything in it's best fashion. In Mansfield Park, i found the ugliest and foulest charactr in all Austen novels, Mrs. Norris. Not only does it make me remember Filch's cat in HP but she's such a pretending woman one could never like. All she does is pretend she's helpful and mock Fanny on how inferior she is to the Bertrams. If she's my Aunt, poor her but she won't find respect in any of my family.

Hopefully, Dad will buy me the movie version of her books. I have Pride and Prejudice here and I want to complete the others. I also want to get movies related to her books or to Jane Austen such as Lost in Austen or The Jane Austen Book Club and other versions of her Biography ( i currently have Regrets ). I'm still a Junior and homeschooled. That's an advantage you know. I have my own schedule and I just need to balance and discipline things and myself so it won't clash with my passion. Not even my Mom, who believes that novels can pull me down, can stop me. I'm going to continue filling up my little book shelf and preserve my books.

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QUICK ENTRY C; (Saturday, August 8, 2009)

i am going to give you things that happened significant lately. this is not in order.

our abode expects an addition in number; my aunt and a daughter of my mom's friend. i am not so fond of visitors you know and i myself, if given the chance to travel, prefers living in a hotel rather than someone else's home. my beloved DC missed me (he said so himself ot a certain friend of mine). Clinton said he does not care if i visit or not. my laptop is once again to be missed this august and expected sometime in October. mom's job was put on hold last July. i'm getting a new cellphone this thursday ! my teachers chose me emcee this month's affair. journalism will be starting next week. my brother and i kept on arguing this past few days. that's bad but a disadvanatge to him since no one will be helping in his studies now. i won't entertain questions from mean, ungrateful people. DC and i have been talking once again, though i stil belive not everything was what it was before. my thread on Gaia is going on well. c; i'm getting a new profile soon too! yay! i'm about to finish all of Austen's novel though that's sad, i'll be missing her a lot. good thing Mansfield Park, the last book i'll be reading, is thick. i've been writing open lines and quoting clever lines from books. i have also grown quite a liking on Caroll's cleverness, and i guess that would be all. i cannot put the words very clearly you know, i'm not quite focused. soon i'll be blogging once again but i guess you'd have to wait guys.

i have a plan to propose. if my Blogspot entries can be exported to my FS blog i would gladly convert this blog to interest/life blog. you get what i mean ? i'll be posting my opinion on my various interests and with an account of a significant happening on my day. is that coolio enough ? cc;

i look forward to my plan people. expect it to happen soon. keep your fingers crossed !

(Saturday, June 27, 2009)

ooh my. everything has gone bad. i'm missing my duty as a blogger and gaian. gaah ~ too much to handle. too much problems. im keeping a diary at my study table. i write if something good happens. . just like any diary. but i swear. it will be temporary. when i get my laptop, i am so gonna blog every minute possible. HAHA. though i barely have no readers at all. . no comments. . sigh. maybe if i upload pictures, i'll get attention ? :DD

&& THE BOMB TiCKS OFF. . (Monday, June 15, 2009)

i am pressured :D i want to keep things slow and surely but time keeps on bugging me. that fact that mom wants to have a professional child right now pressures me. i don't blame her though. i want to graduate next year. i want to live independently soon. it's just another of my little worries. it's okay if you don't read this. . i just feel like writing :D

also. i'm daydreaming again. i'm liking someone in school. though he's someone different from me. my mind keeps on wandering about romantic thoughts with him. he's a snob though. or is he just shy ? i can't concentrate too when he's around. though i feel glad when i see him at school. this is horrible. believe me. liking someone is like a drug i must avoid or i'll go crazy. i'll keep you updated if i get my laptop this july. i'll be writing entries often from then on.

i feel like exploding everyday. .

LONELY. (Saturday, June 13, 2009)

know what ? i feel so lonely. just eysterday, i cried in bed. *smashes head* i miss mom. i feel sad becasue of BOF ( LOL ). i'm going to school alone next tuesday. i still have no bestfriend at school. and much much more trivial things thats starting to pile up. XDD this-is-ridicolous. how can i manage to type ' XDD ' at a time like this ? oh well. i need to be positive right. im not that completely alone.. HE is with me. :DDD

and if just someone will be nicer enough to read my blog and post some comments, maybe i won't feel that lonely anymore then? :DD

NEW SCHOOL, NEW SYSTEM, NEW Hi'S && HELLOS (Tuesday, June 9, 2009)

have i mentioned that classes has started in CiDEC ? (-_-) 'cause i believe that i have mentioned CiDEC too much here in my blog. actually i haven't stayed in CiDEC for that long to say that i am "truly proud of my school" (apologies Madame :bb ) since school has started, as said, i am getting busy. no time for my social networking && my online reading. even in my blogging no ? i want to study more and devote myself on studying (T-T) first. so i have to set my hobbies aside. sad, yes i know. but i must. if im not mistaken, some students are in module 10 already ! but maybe, they ended up late thats why.. or maybe they started january and worked fast.. and i will never catch up with them.. uwaaaa ! (T-T) oh well. never know which.

but something happened today. everything so fast. three girls befriended me (^ ^) soo happy. though i have no plans on joining their gang. they're not bad influences. im too childy to join the already-ladys group (^ ^ ") also. i saw HiM. not my exes (as in ex-crush) but someone so pretty and someone i'm starting to like. though a teacher broke my hopes up because she recommended HiM to one of the girls who i met. she's pretty and he's pretty.. prefect match no ? but i don't think she'll go to the extremes like breaking up with her boyfriend and flirt with him. that will cause a ruckus. im also trying to befriend him though. hidden agendas LEX ? (:bb)

today also was like christmas. LOL. my sibs and i gots moneeeiii from dad's friend from dad's hometown, Surigao ! :DDD i have plans.. *rubs chin* a BOF dvd and a brown eyeliner. :D next week also, i'll force mom to buy me new tees from Artwork. :DD

wish me luck ! though i have no readers at all. (T-T) comment will you !!
i am nice. really.. i am. :((

JUNE && iTS HORROR && BEAUTY (Friday, May 29, 2009)

as we all know, June is drawing near. that will be next week. June meant the starting of classes. but for me, there's much more that i could give meaning to the monthe of June. since i am moving to a new school, it meant no friends. long before June was just a tiny dot, i already expected not seeing my friends for a long period of time, staying in the house and burying myself to the dark pages of my modules, and itching myself to get out as if i was imprisoned for years. but then it was more to that. i will have no friends, that i am sure. i'll be burying myself to not just the ugly pages of my modules but to the boring lessons it will contain. specifically the subject Filipino && Math. and worst, since the school does not implement the necessity to go to school unless you are taking activities && exams, it MiGHT mean no money for poor Lex which will also mean no hang outs even just by myself.

maybe that's a bit too absurd. . or i am just hallucinating and getting my spirits down instead of up but we all know it COULD happen. i have started answering and studying my modules. i finish it early, i admit. i want to graduate, though scared of getting an early independence, i admit. that is good news actually, right ? but the thought of no friends, no hang outs high school life is kinds a bit off. . though mom won't care witht his concerns because she believes that studies is much much important than friends. i agree, yes. but wouldn't that be boring and lonely ? oh well. she added that friends will come as i go on. agree mom. .

let's move on. GOD will help thy.

soo aside from my studies, i am trying to engage myself in a broader && wider social networking and signing up in new and old and famous websites. such as Plurk, which i truly enjoy and will much much enjoy if only i would get more friends and fans, spreading my blog at Blogspot, which is obviously here 8DD, Twitter which i find boring and complicated, && Facebook which i also do not understand. lol. noob you say ? O'COURSE NOT ! the one who said, the one who is. tsh.

also, *whispersreallylow* i am getting a lappy this first week of july. perhaps i can spend more time social networking, neeh ? ;DD