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Pressured .. (Wednesday, February 11, 2009)

We had Pre.tests. I forgot to submit my project in English. We practice for our Field Demo under the sun. NAT is coming soon. I broke down a while ago. I cried, ok ? Because I'm tired. Not of my life, but of my self. My stup!d attitude. Careless. Clumsy. Forgetful. IMPERFECT. Dammit .. I can't stop my mouth from saying offensive statements against people who approached me nicely. I make wrong decisions. And I don't know what to do anymore. How to change this lapses. I can't wake up early so I won't get late. I just keep on laughing not thinking of much more important things that I might miss ..

I want to change .. for the better. T.T