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FRUSTRATED. (Friday, May 15, 2009)

truly i am. i feel so irresponsible and. . dirty. i'm not a prostitute okay ? x-x my lazyness orevents me from going to bathroom. i end up the day without a shower ! geez. it's too little to start a big ruckus inside me eei ? and get mental disorders but being responsible is something i aim for. something im trying to prctice. a filed i want ot be perfect with. despite this willingness to be responsible, i'm not a responsible person yet ! nor a responsible christian. ugh. . frustrating. truly it is.

since i mentioned the word ruckus, i and our helper started a ruckus yesterday. well, she started ! her temper and immature emotions started it. her self-centered decisions and one-sided opinions. as i try to calculate our age gap, the calculator says 30 years. 30 FRiGGiN' YEARS ! DD;

she shouted at me as if she's some parent of mine. she scolded as if i'm not an extension of her employer. and the result ?
she ends up losing a job.

i'm not trying to scare those helpers out there, but hey. this ought to teach you a lesson that your salary, your job, your employer's preaches, your employer's child && (maybe && can be ) sour attitude ( yes, i can be mean DD;) is one whole package which goes with you and you being an employee.

now, enough with the lessons. want some sandwhich ? ;DD

Alice in Wonderland

' You are old Father William, ' the young man said,
' And your hair has become very white ;
And yet you incessantly stand on your head-
Do you think, at your age, it is right? '

' In my youth, ' Father William replied to his son,
' I feared it might injure the brain, '
But, now that I'm perfectly sure I have none ;
Why, I do it again and again. '

' You are old, ' said the youth, ' as I mentioned before,
' And have grown most uncommonly fat ;
' Yet you turned back somersault in at the door-
Pray what is the reason of that? '

' In my youth, ' said the sage, as he shook his grey locks
' I kept all my limbs very supple
By the use of this ointment -one shiling the box-
Allow me to sell you a couple? '

' You are old, ' said the youth, ' and your jaws are too weak
For anything tougher than suet ;
Yet you finished the goose, with the bones and the beak-
Pray how did you manage to do it? '

' In my youth, ' said the father, ' I took to the law
And argued each case with my wife ;
And the mascular strength, which it gave to my jaw,
Has lasted the rest of my life. '

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