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TONS. (Saturday, May 23, 2009)

it has been a while since i posted an entry here, yes ? i've been too busy. classes here in the Philippines started. earlier than usual. it is because i moved in to another school. somewhere near my old school, somewhere new and advanced. i bet i mentioned it on my previous posts. introducing Cebu International Distance Education College. studying on the said school for my junior and senior year. i am hoping that i could graduate by 2010 and start college right away. i know it's too soon for a 16 year old kid to go to college. too early and i am feeling a bit not ready. but eventhough, i am determined.

studying at home and going to school only when i am ready to take exams is still tiring and not so easy. all the temptation dwells in the house. the computer. . my novels. . naughty siblings. . it teaches me what it's like to be independent from the teachers though. && i am hoping i will not stop there. i want to learn more :D

i have been reading Harry Potter book one to four since May, i guess ? it's not a bother to read thick books especially if it gives you the excitement you cannot find in the real world. and just like the rest, i love the twins. :D humor is important. clever and witty. that is how i describe them. and UNFORTUNATELY, Fred died. sister downloaded videos from the internet on her iPod and watching the fan made videos with the oh-so-tear-jerking songs makes it more sad.

and because of those books and the Nancy Drew series i have been borrowing from church, mum scolded me. she threatened she won't talk to me anymore. it's mean to think that i was scared becuase she won't give me my Laptop and new CP by the end of June but that is the second reason. the first one is i am scared of her abandoning me for such a trivial crime O.O thinking of living on my own is one of my plans in the future but i guess. . not too soon. Dx

recently also, i have missed praying everynight for 4 or 5 consecutive days. horrible, i say. and just like any human, i kept on sinning. . and sinning. . and i bet He's going to get tired of me and never give me any second chances anymore. i am not doing well my part as a Christian, i admit.

my life on the Online World got boring each day x.x my Gaian thread is getting boring too. no more new tips. no more bypassers. good thing i have partners and i am not alone. FS is getting much much boring than it already is too. except for the fact that my FS Blog is filled with new posts already. reading Mangas is getting kinda boring too. updating is taking much much longer. no more nw one-shots. some that my sister recommended has bad introductions making me hate the story from the beginning. URGH !

oh well. that was quite long. . wish me luck.