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&& THE BOMB TiCKS OFF. . (Monday, June 15, 2009)

i am pressured :D i want to keep things slow and surely but time keeps on bugging me. that fact that mom wants to have a professional child right now pressures me. i don't blame her though. i want to graduate next year. i want to live independently soon. it's just another of my little worries. it's okay if you don't read this. . i just feel like writing :D

also. i'm daydreaming again. i'm liking someone in school. though he's someone different from me. my mind keeps on wandering about romantic thoughts with him. he's a snob though. or is he just shy ? i can't concentrate too when he's around. though i feel glad when i see him at school. this is horrible. believe me. liking someone is like a drug i must avoid or i'll go crazy. i'll keep you updated if i get my laptop this july. i'll be writing entries often from then on.

i feel like exploding everyday. .